此时此刻的我，只想找个找个人让我倾诉下，
但看着电话里的名额一个一个接着下，
我头脑空白，我发现，我并没有一位，可以让我吐出屈言的朋友。
是我没这个找人倾诉的习惯？
还是，
我没什么朋友。

i'm losing my patience.

my schedule totally MESSY
let's see here
monday-chems tuition
tues-badminton/ganti duty for LPS
wed-Math tuition
thurs-PA tuition
Fri-Latihan Rumah+Duty LPS
Sat-Bio tuition

if,sat have replacement class,i gonna make my tuition on fri,and my duty have to be ganti/replace on the earlier tues..

upper six shud be everyday reach home earlier n study til midnight ma iszit?!
but i am not tat 'keong' , i nid extra tuition,to pump my confident in subjects..especially math.

chems,honestly,pn.tan tiu hang,is oledi more than enuff,but den,i have to ensure that A wont able to escape from my hand,everymonth have to pay extra RM100 for Pn.lee den..
friday,after PA tuition(replacement for thurs,due to FFK by sum1 and i stayed at skol til 4pm),reach taman jaya at 6.45pm,!! DAMN! (quote from kongsime which is copyrighted for him)
it's the traffic jam timing,due to CHS,LAsalle,Assunta finish skol!
while i was in the queve,i saw BUS A,a primary skol indian,wave to BUS B,his fren perhaps?
who know,his fren who in BUS B,SHowed his middle finger to the fella who in BUS A...i just smiled.why i did so?the society,is sicked.i hope i can do sumthing,contribute sumthing for my beloved malaysian (excluded government).

i nid a new sport shoe.no NIKE or ADIDAS,just POWER.support buatan malaysia mah!
i have to tell a lie here.
I LOVE MATHS

我变了吗？

I wont tell u that i had failed 1000 times,but i will tell u that i found out 1000 ways that cause failure.

Believing in everyone,is dangerous;
Believing in no one,is very dangerous.


证实,我得了风湿.

一首钩起我回忆的歌,nostalgic..

五月天 突然好想你


最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛著 不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终于让自已属于 我自已
只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己

突然好想你 你会在哪里 过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下 最痛的纪念品

我们 那么甜那么美那么相信 那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你 你会在哪里 过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛著不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生 已经决定自己过
没有你 却又突然 听到你的消息






iszit,some one,
is in ur mind now?

feel free to click?

潘裕文 - 夏雨詩



等候在骤来的夏夜暴雨时间突然静止
滂沱的雨势中停泊两段迂回着的心事
忽然间所有的谈笑风生瞬间嘎然而止
靠着我挡着你风雨之中不让你被淋湿

我们在这个城市流浪多少日子
从来没有想到有人能够分享你倾覆的心事

没有了你叮咛的日子
耳朵总感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
是你给我扶持
不断寻觅错过了几次
从来不知爱近在咫尺
回头发现熬过这些日子
总有你的影子

孤独在各自的人生旅途安静或是飞驰
遇见了彼此后两个灵魂不再患得患失
有些话想启齿欲言又止你耐心等我解释
微笑着不说话把我抱住让我像个孩子

在光阴这趟车上浪费了多少日子
遇见你却让过去所有的痛楚通通被稀释

没有了你叮咛的日子
耳朵总感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
是你给我扶持
不断寻觅错过了几次
从来不知爱近在咫尺
回头发现熬过这些日子
总有你的影子

没有了你倾诉的日子
耳朵就感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
你是我的坚持
陪我同游余生的日子
就算走到了穷途末日
天涯咫尺在人生的白纸
同愉快地写诗
天涯咫尺在人生的白纸
同愉快地写诗

100th post

It's a whole new year,whole new journey,and i am officially an upper six student from U6S.
所为一年之计在于春，一天之计在于晨
the time now is 1.06am,1st day of the year,is combined both of the 计, is a very important moment,for year 2009 =D

year 2008,
after took my spm result,which i really heart broken,planned to join accounting in TARc.However,i don't know what had changed my mind,and i am in chs now.I am lucky enough,can enter chs,seriously no joke.There are alot form6er wanna to transfer in,but failed,a very good example,my best frens,cheeyew and park boon.Don't worry guys,i will not wasted the chance tat i been given =)

Am i grew mature?since alot 长辈 keep telling us after u join form6,u will grow up mentally,but,do i?
I won't able to answer myself,but,i'm sure i have to do better in 2009 no matter what,because i am soon 19 years old.Time passed really fast,i am not prepared well to be 19 years old.I still miss those days in 227,无忧无虑.

Besides,i successfully 扩大我的生活圈子 , made alot frens in year 2008.
I know,i might be not serious in most of the time,but,=) I am serious to be the frenship.
Those who know me,should able to digest what i said.
Back to the very begining,i am stil a LEO.Maybe i do not have the leadership,not socialise enough,but i just scare to be alone =\ , really boring when no 1 talk with me.

new year,i have a whole new msn =D
yukhoong@gmail.com
it's the time to use a proper email instead of sum funny funny anti-keanu reeve email address.Haha


我，有个梦想，和一个目标.

i really hope,my knee injury,can fully cure.
卢广仲,broke his leg before too,he was a basketball player,but after accident,on more strenuos exercise for him.He concentrated on his song composes,and today,he is a well known singer in taiwan,with his coconut hair style,short pants n long socks.
so,do i have to find something else to do?i categorised it as 梦想.

Let's talk about 目标,what else that will a form6er concern more? =)
my sister just got her PMR result 2 days ago,she got straight A's,gratz for her.
I will,change the statement to 'yukhoong got straigh A's for his stpm' .

黑与白，要从白变黑或黑变白，都要经过灰，才叫演变成功。
year 2009,i am coming to you.
happy new year.