exm period...

finish chemistry,finish pengajian am,finish muet writing...
math,biology,muet listening,muet speaking and physic to go...
ok,i am sick , i also wonder why must sick at this time.
before PA paper,i am almost faint,felt i am on fire..while doing PA paper,i felt like wana die .. cant do my essay properly,cant think clearly my points..

next year today,where will i be? preparing for STPM? or i have gave up? i dono.
i am still prefer,to silent...

i will pump,pump myself,in everything,in order to,be a better man...
only,i have to right,to choose..
now,i am nothing,but a decaying compound..

張國榮 - 有心人

寂寞也挥发着余香　原来情动正是这样
曾忘掉这种遐想　这么超乎我想像
但愿我可以没成长　完全凭直觉觅对象
模糊地迷恋你一场　就当风雨下潮涨
如果真的太好　如错看了都好　不想证实有没有过倾慕
是无力　但有心　像谜　像戏　谁又会　似我演的更好
从眉梢中感觉到　从眼角看不到　彷彿已是最直接的裸露
是无力　但有心　暗来　明往　谁说　这算是　情愫
但愿我可以没成长　完全凭直觉觅对象
模糊地迷恋你一场　就当风雨下潮涨
如果真的太好　如错看了都好　不想证实有没有过倾慕
是无力　但有心　像谜　像戏　谁又会　似我演的更好
从眉梢中感觉到　从眼角看不到　彷彿已是最直接的裸露
是无力　但有心　暗来　明往　谁说　这算是　情愫
从眉梢中感觉到　从眼角看不到　彷彿已是最直接的裸露
是无力　或有心　像谜　像戏　谁说　这算是　情愫






得不到的东西，才会美。。
得到得不到的东西，就叫运气，还是实力？